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My boyfriend is great the majority of the time.


But saying things such as “you smell really weird” or “you look too fat to go outside today” is not going to help me 1. Lose the weight I know I need to lose, and 2. Make me feel good about myself.


Why do I put up with this?

Sometimes you just have to accept something is over and deal with the consequences of your actions

Intimacy is one of my most favorite reasons to be alive. And I don’t just mean the physical aspect it leads to. I mean the number of stories and jokes, and the level of honesty and compassion that lead to the point where I can trust you with my entire body. I’ve come to realize that I constantly hunger for spiritual intimacy – the kind where when I breathe you in, it sets my lungs on fire. The kind where you can look me in the eyes and make me feel completely bare.
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The most painful thing for me right now is not being able to go home with her

Why didn’t I go home with her?

hobg0blin:

I like being naked far too much for someone who hates their body